Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever feel truly comfortable being myself. As it relates to this whole student affairs thing, I have to say that, I have yet to feel competent and capable. But it's more than that. Even within myself as a person, I often find that I leave situations thinking about how I could've been different and I struggle with how I'm supposed to be. Sometimes I wonder if I need to be more strong and then other times I wonder if I need to be more humble and appreciative. It's this really strange spectrum for me and I don't see how the two extremes fit together. It seems as though you're either kicked around or the one that does the kicking around. My whole problem is that I don't want to be seen as weak, but I also want people to see that grace is a part of my "philosophy." Other than that, I've been thinking a lot about giving praise to God. The book I'm reading, Pillars of the Earth , has a main character that is a prio
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