What is it about a person that makes them be the type of human that works with you and sees you every day, yet purposefully ignores you at the grocery store (after you know they saw you) and has a snarky and dismissive attitude around you all the time? Do people just decide to be miserable and/or make life as miserable as possible for everyone around them? Why would you choose that? I don't care what you've been through--the golden rule still applies to you. Ugh...
I'm trying to decipher why I'm feeling nervous right now, but I've been having trouble pinpointing it. I've been wondering if it's because the time is getting nearer, but I really don't think that's it. I'm more excited than anything. Prior to today, I think I was nervous because I'm not 100% sure what the work I'll be doing at Cambridge will be like. However, this morning I talked to John, my supervisor, on the phone and essentially we just chatted again about things I already knew, but it was good to actually hear them from a human, rather from an email. I feel good about it now. About going to England, I was also wondering if my nervousness was because of the flight--but up until I was wondering that, I had never before considered that I was nervous about it. Again, I get more excited than nervous about such things. I've also considered that it might be because I have this paper due tomorrow, but that can't possibly be it because it...
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