Increasingly disappointed that I haven't heard anything from Cambridge yet, but I know I just need to settle down a little bit because it's only been a week. Not even a week. I just really hope to have something squared away by the end of the month because I can't handle not knowing. It's all I think about. I feel like I should be thinking of different universities but I just don't want to. I'm set on Cambridge for the distinguished factor and the Heather's-been-there factor and the not-a-huge-town factor and I've really just generally fallen in love with it since doing so much research on it. I could always fall back on working in the Community Relations department where Heather did her internship, but I don't like that idea for several reasons--one, it has nothing to do with students and two, I have very little interest in it, and three, I would hate to do the exact same thing that she did. I'll give it another week, I guess, before exploring other places. My hope is that my email is being circulated and just hasn't found the right person yet. My fear is that I was too wordy in the email but also didn't provide enough information. Maybe they think I'm asking for a paid position--should I have said that I don't expect to be paid? Maybe I should have included this and not that... Oh, so many things going through my little brain. I will find a place, but I'm just scared that it won't be ideal and I want it to be ideal because when will I ever do this again? I want to have the best experience possible. Of course I do.